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Posted by the baeby at 6:24 PM

sitting, waiting, wishing

well im sitting and waiting for sure.. and wishing; THAT MY R4 WOULD WORK! D< farrrrr out why wont it workkkkkk? well actually i got the menu thing I THINK, but husband, your games are taking forever to copy into the SD card! and the titles are so funny, PUHEHEHE they're all in korean! are all the games korean? :|

ive eaten SOOOOO much today, OMNOMNOMNOM YUMMMMM! my sore throat is pretty much gone, so ive just eaten everything :D someone brought this cake yesterday that was like COVERED in chocolate chips, like LITTERALLY COVERED i couldnt see the cake! and so we ate a bit today, but.. bleh. its not that good, i could have baked it myself! ill do that to my next cake, muhehehehe (o

OMGGG 3 minutes, still? WAIT would i be able to put the pokemon game from my laptop into here? i dont want to start over ): all my pokemon are so strong! well my party pokemon anyway (: HAHAHAHAHAH party pokemon makes me think of all my pokemons like boogie-ing PUHAHAHA its so CUTE! well in my head, anyway.

hum-di-dum. 2 minutes. i should really get my photoes up from my phone while ive got the computer on. half of the crew, ive still got the photoes from when we went to towers that time, and we went to carla's dad's cafe! and the ones from the grass place near the bus stop! its still all on my phone, ill put it up in a second (: i looked through them the other day, LOL there are some hilarious ones from the library! and there's one from the grass place where you were all luvoing on someone elses phone and i took a picture where only me and tanya are looking.. LOOOOOOL. HAHAHA loooooooooooooool, that reminds me of an alien with like 9859485920 eyes that's wearing glasses :L

YAY its done! okey dokey, im ooooff.

ZOE! if youre reading this, 7 DAYS!

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 6:13 PM

why am i so behind all the time at blogging?

my bad, no wonder my blog is so boring to follow.. I NEVER POST! goddamn, its not my fault our school laptops have blogspot blocked when we go home ): ill try to post every week day, at a certain time (: i always only use my school laptop at home, hence the lack of blogs and my not-being-on-fb-alot-ness. sorry guys. if anyone is still following, that is.

so. OHMY so much has happened since i last blogged, its not funny ): life is too quick!

well for one, MY BABY JINALEEEEEEE, WE ALL MISS YOU! come back from korea soon already, its been too long!

and. tanya yao started a fire in foodtech. but most of you probably know that already, because my blog is so late. but for those who dont know..;
friday foodtech, baking: coconut macaroons.

so, we were happily baking away (well not really, because SOMEONE by the name of jina was missing!) and whisking our egg whites into 'soft peak'-y nothingness, when i smelt something funny. michelle, being my ever brave husband, opens the oven and shouts "TANYA! YOUR COCONUTS ARE ON FIRE!" ofcourse we laughed. but then, the flames reached OVER the open oven mouths, and ms.jager and .. the other teacher came running with a fire blanket and fire extinguisher! O: well it wasnt that scary. and me and michelle cheered when the fire blanket didnt work and we had to use the fire extinguisher. got told off, backed up to the back wall. the fire extinguisher is full of weird white things! totally not what i expected, i was hoping for some cool like frothy thing that ate up all the flames ): all we got was foul smelling, suspiciously flour-looking white crap that didnt even stop all the flames at once. how gay. and then we had to all step outside because we didnt all want to choke to death. tanya and michelle had to write accident reports, HAHA tanya's was hilarity. she wrote it like she was some crime-fiction writer, SO FUNNY omgad we were laughing our heads off. all the more when we found out that it was going to go to mr phillips HAHA!

and... what else? well i got all my marks back. they all suck. other than english. but the others like SUCK SUCK SUCK BALLS. ew. i have to take this english writing workshop? with some other people, what the hell, i actually got pretty okey for my english D: oh well, ill keep y'all updated (:

mufti day yesterday! everyone looked so pretty (: i wore like 3 layers, poo my life it was so cold in the morning and then like weirdly hot in the afternoon D: anika and reena were like oufit buddies O: kind of funny actually.

OH. AND! i got into cafe gratitude (: YAY! im going to a barista training course next friday, i get to jig a day of school to go to the city :D MUFTI AGAIN! WHOOOOOOOOO (o

i slept for 12 hours last night (8 MUHAHAH im so proud, except for the fact that i slept so long that i missed my drum lesson :| i cant even have a makeup one, because i didnt call early enough D: but i watched half of how to train your dragon last night, its so CUTE! we had people over for soonmoyim last night, SO TIRING with 4 kids to look after.. they were full quiet when i turned on cloudy with a chance though, because it has really bad sound quality, puheehe i didnt have to look after them while that was on! (: but i got so tired that i left them and went to sleep on my sister's bed at like 10.40, and then i woke up to go back to my bed at like 1, after everyone left, and woke up again at like 10.30 this morning :| atleast im well rested! but now i have a cold, it hurts to talk and eat ): we have all this yummy food too! dammit

ohwell, thats enough from me, my blogs are too long ): as it becomes regular, it will get shorter, yes? (:

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 12:35 PM

bonjour de francais!

yeah well the title's fancy.. but i dont like today's lesson at all ): WE NEEEEEED YOU MR LAING! on that point, our french exam.. mmm elaine, i just told everyone i dont want to talk about it :| WE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER!

HIIIII REENA IS AWESOME AND COOL :D yes. that was me. for sure.

uh, sorry about the.. MY little spasm attack right there! im a bit cool sometimes (o HAHA, anyway elaine! nxt time. better. for sure. OKEY? WE PLEDGEDDDDDDDD ITTTTTTT SO WE MUUUUUUUUST. hehehehehh muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu hehehehehehehe
LOL ms. anderson just breathed in and the rain started pouring down HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH she has powersssss :O

well, guess what our french speaking exam failing means?
MY HALF YEARLIES ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! yayyyy, celebrations :D


i baked a GIANT DONUT yesterday :D its like a chocolate donut, MUHEHEHEHEH its so cool. but it was like glossy?! kind of weird. but its yummy so its all cool (: I WATCHED MEAN GIRLS LAST NIGHT! I LOVE IT

'alllllllllllll yooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
sucked MCs aint got nothin on me
all my grades all my lines you cant beat kevin g
im a mathlete, so nerd is inferred
but forget what you heard im like james bond the third!
....


OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH KEEVVVVVVVVIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNN GGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ILOVEREENAEHEHEHESHESSOCOOLANDAWESOME:DMWAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHALOL69'
kevin's rap just got a tad cooler! i didnt know that was possible :O
ohmygahhhhhhhhh the rain is like.. WOAHHHHHHHHHH WE'RE GONNA DIE! its like 2012, but 2 years early D: i dont want to die ):
but i kind of like it, me and reena cant hear half of what ms.anderson is saying because of the rain; a reason to play pokemon and bubbleshoooooooter :D ooooh ooooh ooooooooooh my

hello reena

hgmjgfmnfnhgfnghgngboobiesjhgjhdjgmjhgkgmjyedhgjpenisjfgjfagljfalhvthgfjda

wartortle evolved dude.. YES REENA, BLASTOISE is on LEVEL 55 NOW! how tank am i (8 puhehe

so. i will;
watch sherlock holmes
eat cake
do leader QT booklet
watch valentines day
eat oreos
drink warm milk
be a pig
MICHELLE: YES! hhehehehehe
watch as much as some other movie as possible before falling asleep.

ALL TONIGHT. i have a busy schedule, and i loooooike it (:

well we're playing charades it seems? ms. anderson is really.. happy all the time. kinda creepy :|
i must go now, and keep reena from being an asian hobo.

x the bae

Posted by the baeby at 2:29 PM

for zoezoezoezoezoe

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO zoe! here's the blog post i promised you.. remember? its a bit late, but excuse that (:

so. my half yearlies are OVER! well almost, since i have one at lunch.. thanks to SOME stupid lady, not naming any names ELAINE, its not quite over for us yet! dude how could you not think of it being wednesday when you have a history test the period after you dummy! ohwells, itll be over in like.. 20 minutes. omgaddd im scared D:

anddddd. i should be paying attention to my teacher; but im already lost, and he's a bit boring to be frank. sigh he reminds me of a.. goat. a little bit, now i think about it. not quite as much as Mr. Re but still :I

eughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im hungry. but im gaining so much weight these days! D: well not weight. but fat. ): dont be too surprised when you see me zoe! i might be a bit.. larger. i hope not, but PREPARE YOURSELF! i hate you you skinny person. but i miss you. and xheantelle. LOTS. but renunion is coming up! very soooooon, like 24 days? teehee, cant wait!

yeah what was that about a lightbulb? it has a lot of resistance.. and when you turn it on it needs to be connected to two plugs? okey in a series its going through two lightbulbs to make it light up. lots of resistance. but in a parallel you can take out either one. and it still works? i get it, thanks clem (:

okey well lunch. well french. and then lunch. BYE!

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 12:56 PM

eugh.

karnups is a bumholedickfacepaininthefuckingarse. but everyone knows that.


the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:36 AM

50 posts :D

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! well i feel sad, everyone is like 100! or like 180! but im like 50! ahhhhhhhhhhh its okey. ill get there someday right? i hope so.

athletics carnival yesterday. gay/good? it was cold, like EFF ITS COLD cold. and the scotts house captain scared me, but its okey cos im in TURNEERRRRRRRRR! GO TURNER! and stephens won by like 150 points, holy moly. we just watched stuff on the laptops for most of it (our sad lives) but we went in a few things... well lets say, sylvia and reena went in a few things, me and carla only went in the 100 metres (: we skipped/jogged/tripped, and by the time we were like halfway everyone was done and waiting; we're a bit cool :D haha and javelin? that failed, it went like parrallel to the ground == turner came second by like 47517752974917878 points :D okey maybe we won by like 50 points, but good enough!

after the carnival, tanya jina anika and i went to maccaaaaaaaas. some (fatty) snacks later, we took the train to lidcombe, then to stra, then epping, THEN hornsby. sighh it took so long! but it was all right, my babies are all cool (8 talking of cool babies, WELL DONE RACHEL WANGANGANGANG! as your other mother, i am proud of you for doing so well at the carnival :D

enough for now, my blogs seem to be quite.. long these days.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 9:30 AM

sorryyyyyyyy!

i know. im a BIT late. so id be surprised if anyone even reads this anymore ==

well, in that period of time that came and went, between the last time i posted and today;
my birthday came and went! (:
so yeah.. im 15 now! wow, that feels so weird to type out, and weirder to say, as i found out today.. BUT its okey, you little ones will catch up.. sooner or later.

so on my birthday, i got an awesome waking up to a special type of alarm- my sister and mum sang happy birthday to me till i woke up! ngawww hehe, and i got a card of earth- with googly eyes and a paper clip mouth! hehe its the best, PLUS it was full, full of writing. I LOVEEEEE LONG CARDS! and at school, i got presents and balloons from my group and others, plus jinalee baked brownies (: they were scrummyyyyy! i got off doing my english homework too, heh heh heh (8 i love birthdays!

yeah im not going to go into any details.. in short i walked home with 11 balloons, i got home to the BEST DINNER EVER; a seafood stew? i guess you would call it in english, and the most epic cake everrrrrrr! it was a chocolate cake that my sister baked for me, a bear none the less. and all those text messages/phone calls/emails/fb mails (thanks zoe!)/MANY, MANY fb wall posts managed to make me feel like it really was my birthday (: thankyou guys, its such a nice feeling to know that so many people care for you!

and then centennial park on saturday for mothers' day + my birthday; 4 hours of bike riding and picnicking, just the three girlies.. it was beautiful. + sunday- breakfast in bed, plus the most epic card and eyeshadow for mummy! happy mothers day, youre beautiful and i love you mum, youre the best mum in the world!

so yeah. thats just about my fill in; of the big things anyway. and jina's birthday came and went, and so did michelles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVOURITE BABY AND MY HUSBAND, I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH TILL I DIEEEE!

city yesterday, jacks dom michelle and me; even on a budget of like 20 bucks- NOT MY FAULT THAT I FOUND A BIG VINNIES IN NORTH SYDNEY OKEYYYY- i managed to have a good time and buy a few things (:

okey this is getting (has gotten already!) really long so ima cut it here, but hopefully i can start blogging at a more frequent rate now.. i really do!

there are some people out there i miss so so SO much; we'll meet up someday, you all know who you are! (:

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:28 PM

hey soul sister; train

hey hey hey
your lipstick stains
on the front lobe of my left side brains
i knew i wouldn't forget you
and so i went and let you blow my mind

your sweet moon beam
the smell of you in every single dream i dream
i knew when we collided
you're the one i had decided
who's one of my kind

hey soul sister
ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo
the way you move ain't fair you know
hey soul sister
i don't wanna miss a single thing you do
tonight

hey hey hey
just in time
i'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
you gave my life direction
a game show love connection
we cant deny-y-y
i'm so obsessed
my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
i believe in you
like a virgin you're Madonna
and i'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

hey soul sister
ain't that mister mister
on the radio, stereo
the way you move ain't fair you know
hey soul sister
i don't wanna miss a single thing you do
tonight

the way you can cut a rug
watching you is the only drug i need
so gangsta, i'm so thug
you're the only one i'm dreaming of you see
i can be myself now finally
in fact there's nothing i cant be
i want the world to see you be
with me

hey soul sister
ain't that mister mister
on the radio, stereo
the way you move ain't fair you know
hey soul sister
i don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight
hey soul sister
i don't wanna miss a single thing you do
tonight

hey hey hey
tonight
hey hey hey
tonight

ahhh wow i've had that stuck in my head for like 2 hours.. eughhh i finished my geo FINALLY, and i was fully waiting for 9pm to turn the tv on and watch how i met your mother.. BUT ITS NOT ON ANYMORE. HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO ME? D': this is not fair!

so, here i am, just munching on cookies and wishing against wishes that i owned a pair of doc martens. AHHH why are they so expensive; i would get a pair if it was cheaper.. but at 120 buckaroos, no can do ): sigh, maybe ill just take an early night tonight.

ta ta my lads and ladetts!

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 9:20 PM

aloha from room 104

so. its science. which is gay. as usual. oh well, im not falling TOO far behind; well i am right now because im blogging, but you know what i mean. ahhhh it feels so good to get on blogger during school! (:

eugh im so tired D: and my throat hurts from kareoke! oh yeah, a mention;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOM CHO! im so happy youre older that me, but oh ho, wait up- illbe your age in a week! + idk if im allowed to write about your thing thing last night dom, so ill write it when i find out if im allowed to.. S:

hmm. so since last blog, not much has happened; i went back to school, unfortunately, but we got our laptops, fortunately :D hence the fact that im on blogger during classsssssss! theyre okey, i guess- a bit chunky, and the weird joystick in the middle is gay, but meh. its free (:
and i cut my fringe; its a fob fringe now! gahh i feel so fob when i walk around, its not a good feeling guys.. but ill get used to it, right? or ill grow it out, and quickly too since I HAVE THE SUNSILK GROWING SHAMPOO 8DDDD so now my hair shall shoot out of my head, MUHAHAHAH! sigh well hopefully itll grow, all in good time..

AND: its my birthday next week :D BE EXCITED PEOPLE! for my birthday.. haha im so old == 15, FAR out jinalee is a whole year and 3 days younger than me! and shes taller than me! do you know how depressing that is ): oh well, my feet assure me that i will grow taller than my sister. lets cross our fingers and hope (Y)

well thats all from me for now, so ciao bella, see you later my lovlies

NTS: do geo tonight; buy dom & sally's presents asap; put cover on laptop and decorate; BRUSH HAIR SO IT GROWS!

ps: JJ wants to rant on my blog, so here goes;
HIHIHIHI . I FEEL SO COOL CAUSE I'M TYPING ON SEOWOO'S BLOG (8 .

Yesss so Science is rather tedious SOOO I'm doing my English Long Response AND I JUST GOT TO 250WORDS . YERRRR ! Which is like what we're supposed to do ;D I'm so proud . And then I kind of read Shally's one and like mushed it all up with Seowoo's so now I have like 300 + (Y) Hehehehehehe .

&&Now Seowoo is nagging me to get off so unfornatuleyyy [FAIL SPELLING] I GOT TO GOOO !

LATERSS YOO (: !

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:18 AM

kickass & towers (:

OKEYYY so im back. with shorter blogs (:

so on tuesday, some of us PG1 year niners went to watch kickass at macquarie. BAD CHOICE. worst movie of my lifeeeee! no joke == and jeehun even brought his brother and all; to see a movie of blood, killing, a bit of porn, a ninja girl & a batman wannabe and a buzz lightyear ... i think that just about sums it up! haha we girlies should have just d&m-ed like we said we would, would have saved us ten bucks and some time ... ohwell, its gone now, what can we do? actually, i can warn you- DONT. WATCH. IT. far out :L

and today, i went to towers (o its so far! but just for the crew <3 well part of the crew- sunny renata and anika were missing, so i cant say it was the full group! we were going to watch clash of the titans, then how to train your dragon .. then nothing, because it was going to cost us 17 bucks! far out, when did movies get so fur-eaking expensive? so. we just decided to bum (: we talked, had lunch, talked some more (and managed to ruin our nails by painting them and then touching them before they were dry!), then reena, sylvia and jina decided that they wanted to watch how to train your dragon! and so we sent them in, then the rest of us bummed some more :D we went into temt- everything under 10$$! i got a pair of jeans and tanya got a jumper (8
turns out, castle hill library allows food in there! :O how cool. we got korean rice cracker things and just went in there, straight to the little castle in the kiddies section (: and yeah, thats what we did for like the next two hours .. munching LOUDLY, laughing LOUDLY and taking pictures .. LOUDLY! we moved positions like twice, then gave up and went outside .. where carla's dad treated us to food from the cafe! SO GOOD, far out i wasnt even hungry but it was REALLLLLLLLY YUMMYYYYYY :D reena sylvia and jina, whatever we missed out from not watching the movie, carla's dad's food made up for it! so yeah, we gobbled up like a whole plate of food, then decided that it was time to go home- but not before visiting the park to take more weird photos! haha so many photos for one day .. but i loved it! guys, you know i didnt get ONE good picture ... like a normal one .. or even a semi normal one HAHAHAH

but all up, I LOVE THE CREW <3 i love all my friends, thank God for them all (:
im getting really bad at blogging == ohwell, keep up with me! (Y)

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 8:40 PM

RE: + Wild Kingdom (continued)

well im back ... for myself. haha my post yesterday was WAYYYYYYYY too long i reckon, its not really the type of thing you'd want to read in a blog. sorry guys, after this i will be back to shorter blogs .. if anyone is reading this at all .. ==

so well, wild kingdom; that was Teen Street! first teenstreet in australia, i feel so blessed to be able to be part of it (: the only down side was that it came RIGHT after RE: camp, like literally i came home, slept one night and then left again D: and so started my first day of teen street, very tired and looking very daggy ... HAHA so much for first impressions ...

it took like an hour to get there or something i swear, and we picked up joseph and alex on the way; i woke up and i was like WOAH what the hell.. who are these gu .. oh hello guys! haha we stopped over at maccas, and had what i thought would be our last edible meal for 6 days. we arrived at the school we were having the camp at; having a camp at a school was kinda cool actually! i got taken to my room- i didnt know anyone at that point but all the girls were uber friendly, so no worries there (: emily, tiffany, annika, zoe, xheantelle, nat, susan ... and then ji eun and claire came, who i knew, and then it was our whole room! + rachel, our coach. so we kinda got settled down, then went to get registered, get our booklets, and so teenstreet began! now i dont fully remember the tiny bits and pieces, but i do have my notes ... lets see.

day one: double vision, love God, love people, love me
day one was the day we studied Psalms 139, the one about him knowing, loving and creating us; i love the verse 'before a word is on my tongue, you know it completely, O Lord', verse 4, it helps me to remember that whatever evil thing im thinking, God knows it already, and whatever good i might want to praise him with but dont say out loud, he still knows my heart. and other verses were like WOW too, the fact that he would care to make me and get to know me, those things make me feel like he really would be my father .. ive heard it so many times, but this chapter really brought it home (:

if i recall properly, we had nachos that night; COOL RIGHT? i thought it would be crappy food O: and i had my first ever caramel pudding? i think it was? haha it was pretty good .. and the throne room .. that was so cool for me, because when they said like 'imagine you're invited to have dinner with the prime minister, or the queen .. you'd be all humble and respectful, but why is it that when we come to the king of kings, we're loud and noisy and restless?' that really hit me, like wow its so true .. why is it that if we go into praise or prayer, we're always wanting to talk? so yeah, that was good (: + the girls were so nice, we all bonded by day one ...

day two: God time (listen, bible, prayer, reflect), the walk
... started with zoe jumping on me. like literally. she like slammed into me to wake me up ... thanks zoe HAHA! so yeah, day two was the same stuff (since we had one timetable that applied to the whole camp), but the shh time was really good. shh time was practically just 30 minutes put aside each day, where we'd go out and sit down somewhere and enjoy ... the world. its really good actually, cos its like one on one me and God time (:

the sermon that day was interesting; they made us choose one door, the blue or the green, but we didnt know what was behind that door- we just had to choose one. i went through the green door, which just led me out to some sport, then a party, then someone writing a word on your hand in green .. we found out when we came back that the blue path lead to obstacle courses, then fanned out so that you could go down to the party, or go straight ahead. the blue path represented God's path, and the green our path; God's path is not the easiest, but it is worth it. the green path is easy, but the reward is great - the blue door people got a blue word written on their hand, like salvation, while the green door people got things like esteem and riches. it was telling us that we had to either be a follower or not a follower .. we cant be both.

day three: my net
well. nothing really interesting about this morning, just someone telling me to wake up, no jumping! haha (: toast and fruit & yoghurt for brekkie, not bad actually!

the sermon was about .. oh yeah, Mathhew 6:19; live for what lies beyond the action, and wall in life. dan talked about how there are walls in our life, weather it be love, money, self image, friends ... there are walls that prevent us from taking that path with God & liveing life his way. there are three steps to over coming those walls;
one: what is it made of?
we have to ask ourselves- what is it that this wall is actually made of? what is the wall structure in OUR life? we have to identify what the wall is, to climb over it.
two: what is beyond the wall?
when we know what rewards lie beyond that wall, it gives us more of a push to really climb over it, or to knock it down. our reward is God; all he has to offer us, love, life, forgiveness ... it is ours, once we get over the walls of our lives and choose his path.
three: who will support me?
this is where our net came in - our net is made up of the people in our lives who will help us back up when we fall. they have our backs, so that if we ever stumble, they are there to help us right back up. Ecclesiasties 4:9-10

i think dinner was sausages ? haha i dont remember the meals full well, only the nachos .. but i know full well that vanilla bean .. something, is really yuck D:

day four: serve
there are 5 love languages;
- physical touch
- girfts
- words (of affirmation)
- quality time
- service
all of us have a love language, a way that we know when people care for us. my main one is words & quality time guys, remember that .. haha kidding (: we talked about serving; the act of giving, pretty much. there are 3 steps in serving for others;
one: serve in secret
maybe its just me and some people at teen street, but i love it when people do little deeds for people, but they dont boast about it - rather, they do it in secret. i love that feeling, when people realise what you've done, but dont know it was you ... and then find out later, or even not at all. its great knowing that they enjoy what you've done for them.
two: serve those who can't repay
this may sound stupid to some people - like what? give and dont receive? what are you talking about? but thats one thing to remember; serving people is to help them, to do things for them, and not expect a repayment. its great when someone does it for you, so do it for others too!
three: serve with the king's heart
in Phillipiams 2:6-8, it talks of how Jesus came down and died for us, served for us by making himself lower than he really was. Jesus humbled himself for people like us who did nothing for him, yet he came down in the form of man and was ridiculed and crucified. He tells us that he has humbled himself, and now it is our turn. John 13:13-15

that day, in our interact time (activity time i guess) we went to a little talk about body image; God made us perfect as we are, and we should accept that .. it even says in the bible, 'i praise you because i am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are beautiful, i know that full well' Psalms 139:14

day 5: support
pancakes for breakfast. YUMMMMMMY!

the sermon this time was pretty easy to understand; if we inhale, we must exhale. right? so it was that if we inhale God's kingdom, then we must exhale support for others. again, there are steps - expressing support for others in 3 ways;

one: words (of affirmation) (again.)
sometimes just a small word of advice is enough to cheer you up - one right word, one sentence to show that you care is all you need when you feel down (:
two: thoughts
okey this one i dont really get, but maybe like prayer? and like positive thoughts which lead to positive words and actions ...
three: actions
well this one is pretty straight forward; actions. actions really do speak louder than words. God did it for us, sending down his own son to die for our sins - we can act out to support others when they are in times of need.

in net group time, we also talked about 'specks' and 'planks'; Luke 6:39-42 talks about how we point out people's flaws and bad points, when we have even bigger things to fix within ourselves. its so true, and everyone does it - we talk about how someone is so blah blah and bleh bleh, but we never take time to look upon ourself and see what we're doing wrong. but because Jesus died on the cross for our sins, we can be purified by his blood. we cant say that we have no planks, that would be lying; but if we come to God and ask for forgivness and the removal of the plank, he will forgive us and purify us, because he is a just God.


day 6: story
everyone has stories in their lives, little stories that come back to us later on. they may be funny, they may be stupid or they may be scary; but each and every one of us has a story to tell. as always, there are ways to tell a good story - 3 ways, to be exact.

one: salt
what does salt do? it gives flavour, a tang maybe; it also heals. when we add salt, it tastes better. our stories should have positive things in them, things that we have achieved; 'you are the salt of the earth' Matthew 5:13
two: light
light helps us to see better. God shines his light down on us and into our lives (2 Corinthians 4:6-7), but if we store that light in a clay pot, what use it that? we cannot see the light. but if we store our light through glass, it is clearly visable; we are the pots, and we must thinnen ourselves out so that we can see more of God and less of us. our stories should shine God through them.
three: lift up the king
our stories should praise the Lord; we should bring God into our stories. every action we make is because of God's glory - he made us, and he gave us the things we require to carry out these actions. our stories should not end at what the eyes can see, but rather end when we see the message God has put behind it. all stories that we tell should involve our God.

there are 5 easy ways to remember how to live the life of God; all you need is your hand.

thumb: i need you
its like hitchhiking; you stick out your thumb to show, 'hey, i need a ride'.
index finger: i believe in you
when we put up our hands because we know the answer, we stick up our index finger (well i dont, but you know what i mean); it is because we know the answer, and believe that answer is right.
rude finger: i confess all my sins
well thats not too hard - just our rude finger is ... well, rude. its like telling God, 'ive done all these things wrong, and i confess that i have done them. take it from me'.
ring finger: i commit to you
its where the wedding ring, the symbol of commitment to the marriage, goes. so that represents our commitment to God.
pinky: i depend on you
the pinky is the smallest finger - it is the weakest! it represents us, that we are small and weak, and we need someone strong and mighty to help us. God.

well i DO remember this dinner; thai noodles! it was SO good, like wow ... a bit oily, and it made alex 짜증나, LOL, but it was pretty good. shame that i couldnt enjoy it ): for interact 1, we played capture the flag - where i ran with only my socks, and managed to rip holes in my socks (to the point where i threw it out) and hurt my feet; and then came interact 2, where we played cards and then a short game of touch. it was so fun! my very first game of touch, and WOW zoey is good! zoe and xheantelle are both fast D: but yeah, after i play sport i lose my appetite ... so i only ate a bit of the noodles ): well i think i ate quite a bit, but everyone else refused to believe it .. FINE! haha



so yeah. that was my camp experience. wowwwwwwwwie this is long, thankyou so much if you kept up with me this far, and all the more so if you read both of them (o as i said, this is mainly for me ...

i thank God for giving me the chance to experience both Teen Street and RE:; if i had the ability to go back in time, i would do it all over again.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 2:31 PM

RE: + Wild Kingdom

all i can say is WOW. two camps, 9 days. thats not an adventure you get everyday, and im so glad i took it ! i need to blog QUICK QUICK QUICK, before i forget it all D: its gonna be really long, i mean REALLLLLY LONG, so if you dont want to read it, i dont mind (:

first up, our PG1 RE:treat was A-MAAAAAAAAAAAZING ! like seriously, wow; like paul said, if you didnt go, you really missed out. the theme for the camp was RE: - the four steps we have to take to come to God. okey here we go (:

first, there was RE:turn; the fact that we must return to God. Mike gave us the story of the two sons from Luke 15, the younger one only wanting his share of his dad's money, but pretty much saying that that was all he wanted. even though that money was the father's life, the father divided it up and gave the younger son his part, leaving him with nothing. yet the son went off and spent it all on partying and 'living the life', and came back empty handed. the son realised that he had to return to his father, to repent all he has done wrong. when the father saw the son coming, he hitched up his skirt and went running to embrace him & throw him a huge party- this is like God! even though we go and use this life that we gave him doing what we want and return to God with nothing but sin, he spreads out his arms and takes us back, even if it means that he has to humble himself in order to do so. when the younger son saw this, he repented fully- the repentance does not bring the father's love; the father's love brings repentance. he isnt angry at the son, but rather rejoices (there's another re word! :D) at the return. many people may think that the younger son is what we are like ... but we must always remember the older son. he stayed at home with his father and did the right thing, but when the father threw a party, the older son got angry because the father was throwing a party with a share of what was now his money. however, it says in Genesis that 'you are your brother's keeper'. he also rages at his father, practically calling his fater by saying 'OI!'. this may be us- we may think that we are holy, that we stay with God all the time, but we could still be disrespecting God. but even after this, the father still calls him son, and asks him to join the party. Jesus left the story hanging here; he left it up to US to choose which son we are. either way,God loves us and forgives us; either way, we must come to the Father and admit that we have done wrong. God put his son, eternal love and eternal life on the table, to trade us with our sins. all we need is faith in him!

mike also talked to us about idolatry- what we keep our minds occupied with is what we worship. the thing we revolve our lives around, the thing that we act towards is our idol. we call God our idol, our Lord; but we are fake worshipers. we worship God for one hour a week, then put him aside again for the rest of our days for our phones, our friends, our image ... OUR idols. but we must realise that when we love something, you cant stop loving it and love something else; no, you must love something more. we have to fall deeper in love with God, love so big that it cant get any bigger! and not just on sundays; but all day, everyday.

we must RE:turn to God and RE:pent all was have done wrong.

second was RE:start; when we turn to God and repent(heyyyy im getting good at this! (o), God gives us a fresh new start. no matter what we've done in the past, no matter how much, God will always forgive us and take us back. paul told us that its like being a catapillar; when we are without God, we are ugly, small and seemingly insignificant. but when we RE:turn to God, he can take us from that something small to something magnificant- he can make us into a christian (: he touches peoples lives & changes them; in the bible, he even changed peoples names. but no matter what he changed, God changed peoples lives completely. and the best thing? as a christian, we have a spiritual life; an eternal life. we have the satisfaction of knowing that God WILL take us into heaven! when God touches our lives, we have to spread our wings that he gives us and fly into the sky (hey that rhymes)! what use is it if we receive wings and become a butterfly, and yet still act as a caterpillar? there is no use, thats what.

our sins hurt God; we must put it all aside and let it go. our hands are full with our sins, but God has a gift for us, a gift which is greater than all the gifts out there. he has a new life for each and every one of us!

okey third day ... oh wow i wrote these notes in red, what was i thinking ... well, third day was RE:fuel: in Psalms 1, it paints a picture of a tree. we are all trees, because just as no two trees are the same, no two people are the same. God wants us to be like trees- one that is not ashamed of the gospel, one that is deeply rooted in God, who has a deep relationship with him.

matt says that there are three steps to living deeply rooted in God. one: avoid frenamies.
we must stop hanging with people who effect us in a negative way; are we planted with people who are trying to steal our hunger for God, and do they control what our values are?
two: delight in Gods law
you become what you meditate on- meditate God's love, and it will be what you become. in order to be deeply rooted in God, we cant meditate on things of this world; ONLY GOD! God's worth brings comfort, love, forgiveness, etc ... it is the bread we should be eating.
three: enjoy God's blessings
when someone is deeply rooted in God, they can stand proud and strong when we stand in front of his throne- no fear! when judgment day comes, the wicked will perish.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAND day four: RE:act! this was a sermon done by paul, and i found it quite easy to understand (: the question behind this sermon was 'are you a milo christian or a nesquik christian?'. it might sound like a stupid question, but it makes sense;

when nesquik christians are put into the world (that is the milk in this illustration), they dissolve- they disappear into it. it is like saying 'i love you God, but i love the world more!'. they mingle with the non-christians of the world, but then get sucked into their ways and become one of them, away from God.

however, when milo chrisitans get into the world, they are mixed in; they mingle with their friends, listen to their music, read their books.. and yet, they still stay on top- they dont disappear into the rest of the world. if we stay headstrong, we can influence the people around us, and become the person who brings everything back to the good.

but first, we must come out of our church (or our cans) and into the world; John 17:15-18. we must get out of the church and into the world, as 'i am not of the world'!

and just a shout out for the year nines of saesoon; WE are the leaders of PG1- PG1 can only go as far as we lead them, because we are the standards!

okey i was going to write RE:treat and Wild Kingdom all in one, but thats WAYYYYY too long, right david? HAHA ill write Wild Kingdom separately ...

thankyou for keeping up this far, ITS SO LONG! sorry, but this is a recap for me too, so that i can look back on this (:

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 7:37 PM

blog skin HUNT !

ahhhhh its pdm, as usual, and we're bludging, as usual. and im on a blog skin hunt ! i need a new oneee, i quite dont like this one .. if that makes sense. i think i found one, but i cant do it here, GAY GAY GAY ! how annoying.

eugghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh pretty and skinny people make me feel so insignificant D: how annoying ): im like looking through the pictures from our photoshoot, and after carla's pictures i feel uglyyy D: and fat D: I HATE YOU CARLA WONGGG ! but. i love you ... unfortunately. sighhhh i feel very not content today ): sigh, i hate everthingggg ! the way i smile, the way i stand ... EVERYTHING ! ohwell, hopefully the crew can cheer me up, a they do (:

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 9:59 AM

just for my husband

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extra-ordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

love is all that i can give to you
love is more than just a game for two
two in love make it
take my heart but please dont break it
love was made for me and you

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 9:04 AM

GUESS WHAT ?

im a superninjakickassbadass ! how cool is that (: NOW I REALLY FEEL THAT I BELONG ! HAHA jokes jokes, the crew is where my heart belongs

anyway, just posting this blog because i feel like i should ...

so. a game against bounce today :D we were actually doing really well; like we were both on 2 till like 10 mins in ! and then we started dying out a little ... and then a bit more ... and then a LOT more ... i felt my stomach was going to fall off. i quote myself; 'i feel like im having a freaking baby!' but i was really tired then guys .. so dont think too deeply into it == anyway. so we lost, AGAIN, but dammit i really wanted to win this one ! so that neta could confess her undying love for mr.marshall ... but you know, life is a bumhole sometimes. but next time, NEXT TIME we will win, and then you must confess it MUHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! you pinky promised me ... HAHA

oh oh and i baked brownies for jj and jwei and nancy and dorie and the crew ... hehe jwei really liked them, i hope you guys all did too :D when i make them again, i WILL make you one ami, i promiseeeeeeee ! and jwei, yes you can have a bit more ... but i want your chocolate fossils too !

oh oh oh and ... im really really really pumped for the next ... 10 days :D well, not counting tmrow, cos its not really that exciting at all ... its like nothing, well pdm but i need to hand in my diary which SUCKS, and then elame says we're filming so we need our costumes again ... EUGH. and then after school we have the lame laptop information night thingo, which i have to go to AFTER tutor, so it'll be gay gay gay gay gayyyyyy ): oh well, the crew and everyone will be there, plus i think the word FOOD was on taht note... so all will be good (o NO WONDER IM NOT LOSING WEIGHT FJAVNFHANVFJAJFD JRJGIUHAGHAJWJGFNJ ! sighhh life is being a poo ...

wait but back to the 10 days after that;
wednesday is a half day, cos we have x country ... and the actual thing isnt too bad since we just walk the whole thing, as like ONE BIG GROUP (: SO it's all good, just get to jig half of school (8
and on thursday, we get to go to the easter show from school ! HEHE how exciting, i havent been since like ... year 3 ! thats 6 years, WAYYYY too long ... i dont remember it at ALL, that was my first and last time ... how depressing. i realllllly want a showbag, but they seem like chat this year ! ohwell, i want either the wall-e one or the spiderman one ... THE BAGS ARE AWESOME ! but none will ever, EVER be as awesome as my bag atm, lightning mcqueen i love you ...
and then, from friday its THE HOLIDAYS :D ! but i dont get any of that sleeping in crap, cos from DAY ONE of the holidays im going on camp == BUT im reallllllly pumped so its all good ! THE MENU IS LIKE KILL ME GOOD, AHHHHHHHHHHHH <3>
and then ... that finishes on the 4th, and NO i dont get to rest ... because from the 5th to the 10th, i have ANOTHER christian camp ... Teen Street, apparently its like a christian camp with people from all over the world ! how cool is that, i can make friends with people from everywhereeeee (: hehe im really excited for that as well, but im just not so pumped that im having 8 days straight of camp ... yes i do get that much more blessed, but God seriously, i dont know if i can take that much in one shot ...

so yes. that is why im so EXCITED :D hehe but i should really sleep soon, i need to get off and to PDM borders anyway ... sigh.

well thats all from me today, gosheee im really looking forward to sleeping in in the holidays and watching movies all day and going on lookbook and MLIA for hours ... AHHHH COME QUICKLY !

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:04 PM

im a believerrrrr

ahhhhh okey. i admit. im. a. really. bad. worker. == like study work, ofcourse, i dont even know if im good at work work since IM NOT GETTING HIRED ! on that point, i had a job interview the other day at HJ, but i dont think ill be getting it, the person i interviewed with is going back but they havent contacted me yet ... POO MY LIFE

anyway, im meant to be doing manray atm, but i realllllllly cannot be botheredddddddd. so. im going to go on msn and scab off michelle. MUHAHAHHAAHAH :D i cant believe my own stupidness sometimes. i reminded carla to talk her PDM book home, yet i forgot my own ... == GAHHHH well scrap the idea of getting it off michelle, shes not onlineeeeee ! meh. ill just do it then.

anyway, back to actually blogging. well i must say, my memory is starting to get very bad and short termed ... i cannot really remember what i did since i last blogged. the only things i remember are from ... like yesterday == ahhh. ohwell, yesterday it is.

well i DO remember that the day before, so thursday, we had our science topic test. GAY, since i didnt do some questions i knew COS I DIDNT READ THE SHEET. pooooooooooooooooo. oh oh and on monday + tuesday, we had a photoshoot for PDM (: that was fun, just putting on craploads of eyeliner, funky outfits and spending 80 mins taking photos (: HEHEHEH michelle looked like a slut for her first one, but I think you looked hot, hubby <3 pages ="="" me ="="" quick ="="" style="font-style:italic;">then i saw her face; now im a believer, without a trace of doubt in my mind ! thats stuck in my head, it came up on my ipod haha, gotta love shrek !

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 4:39 PM

why laugh inside, when you can let it out x

ahhhhhh today was the first time ive laughed so hard in ... AGES ! maybe since the 'dustbowl' incident .. it may have even beaten that !

so its a sunday right .. which means ... church timeeee :D and it turned out not to be just an average day at church. all three of my lovelies came to church today- rachel, jessica and dom ! and ofcourse my good old other ladies <3 that made my day enoughhh ! and then ... well you see, us leaders have been planning a dinner outing for WEEKS, but we couldnt find a day; but it seems, paul organised for it to be today, just he didnt tell anyone but josh ! HAHA meh, i aint complaining (: we also found out ... THAT WE GET HOODIES FROM CAMP THIS YEAR ! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! well i got depressed for a bit, cos i wasnt planning to go .. but i am now, cos im a leader and its my commitment .. ARENT I GOOD (o heheh

so, after church, we all got whisked away in cars to eastwood, to a .. korean place .. sorry i cant remember the nameee ! but it was 삼겹살 :D YUMMMMMMMMMM ! i finished a whole bowl of rice O: FIRST TIME GUYS, APPLAUD ME :D im not a rice person ... HAHA and i thought i ate alot; but then i found out that the guys ate like 7 bowls of rice between the 3 of them .. HAHA WHO'S THE FATTY NOW, CREW ? ahhhh we ate till we couldnt anymore, literallyyyyyyy, SORRY PAUL & CO ! but then again, we didnt ... cos straight after, we went to have PATTBINGSUUUUUUUUU OH MY, THE BEST FOODS EVER COMBINEDDDDDDDD ! ahhh we went in and had a little d&m talk with the teachers, and then ordered two pattbingsus .. AND THE FUN BEGAN ! haha i dont even know how it all started, or what it was about, but we were just talking, and it led to laughing SO MUCH ! we talked, we laughed, we played keno .. I GOT 6 OUT OF 20 BTW, ARENT I JUST SO GOOD (8 but seriously, we laughed so hard my collarbones hurt ! i dont know how that works, so dont ask HAHA it was literally the best day ive had in the whole year, I OWE YOUS ALL PG1 LEADERS !

i hope we have this much fun nxt saturday, cos we're all going to 새벽기도 .. oh fun, waking up at like 5 .. sigh oh well, only for you, god ! (: and just a warning guys- im gonna try REALLLLLLLY HARD not to swear, or say om* ! or anything like that .. so dont think it weird if my new phrase for om* is just oh my ... ahhhh its hard ):

i dont think half of this entry made sense, and it looks like theres WAY too many dotdotdots, but you really, really had to be there for it to be funny. I CANT DESCRIBE IT.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 9:26 PM

HEYLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

okey the main reason for this post is that ... I MANAGED TO SHOOT A NEUTRIGRAIN INTO TANYAS MOUTHHHH ! AND NO I WASNT SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO HER ... i feel very very berry proud guys (8

yeah thats about all the excitment from me today ... im not lame guys, what are you on about ?

AND SOMEONE SEND ME 'I JUST CANT WAIT TO BE KING' LIKE NEOW PLEEEEEEASE )': im like going crazy singing to myself ... ahhhhhhhh there are many songs that your CD did not hold, jinalee ! like 'a girl worth fighting for' O: HOW DARE YOUR CD NOT HAVE ITTTTTTT ! i demand that my ipod sings of beef, pork and chicken ..

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 9:57 PM

PDMMMMMMMMMMMM

AHOY THERE FOLLOWERS :D i feel like some sort of leader (8

so, its pdm day todayyyyyyyyy, and my faithful (not) husband has given me a link to get internet access at school. GOSH I LOVE HER/HIM :D LETS NOT DIVORCE .... OR NOT FOINE. YOU BUMHOLEYO.

pssh you guys are mean to me ): i ahave 2 people making my name into a penis ... and 2 people saying that my blog skin is gay ... AND IN BOTH ARE MY HUSBAND ... HMMMMMMMMMMMMM. i cbb to find a new skin guys; IT TAKES SO LONG ! far oot, i have no timeee. NO TIME NO TIME NO TIMEEEEE ! arghhh i have 4 asses due soon; and my mother wont let me go to sharon's if i dont finish in time ... AS IF I CAN FINISH IT IN ONE DAYYYY ): dont be mad sharonnnn, i shall try my fat arse off. I WILLLLLLLLLL

stupid timeline thing. as if we can record all the important things that happened in photography in the last 100 years ... ONTO A DOUBLE PAGEEEEEEEEEEE D< and then geo ... thats due by tuesday ... AND tutor homework ... OHMYGOSH MY BLOG IS BECOMING MY TOY 65DROFGHJHGDFDOFVBJU7 6354174445876543ERTGHJKIJHGSXC VBBGT5E3.456YUIJKNHGFR45 6Y7HBGVCDF. okey my awsome husband decided she wanted to be a part of my blog RIGHT THERE == I WAS SAYING, my blog is becoming my to do list ...

hhhhhhhh that means I LOVE SEOWOO IN MICHELLE"S LANGUAGE GUYS SHE LOVES MEEEEEEEEEE

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:23 AM

wow it has been a while, hasnt it ...

i swear its ike 'give seowoo hidden insults withing compliments' week == HAHA im kinda serious ... ==

saturday; 'you know, youre really skinny for a fat person !'
monday; 'your eyes are really big, when you open them ...'
tuesday; 'youre so cute, and white ...I DONT WANT TO TAKE PICTURES WITH YOU )<' D:::::: !

but its okey guys, ill just look at the bright side of them all ... hehe cos im such a optimistic girllllll :DDDDD

we did the beep test today,and OH NOOOOOOO ! i did better than i meant to :( you see, i was meant to do shit this time, so that when i do it again at the end of the year its like 'wow she improved !' :D but ... i got 7, which might not be so much for some people, but for me ... ITS LIKE MY GOAL ! and now i have to beat it
-______________________________________________________________________- aiyah.
but one thing that made it better; mr phillips joined us at one point HAHHAAH ! mannn, our principal is pretty awsome :D he only did three though, so guys ... our principal got 1.3 in the beep test ! he's pretty fit ...

heh heh well im going to be off now, im watching cougar town as i type, and at nine its HOW I MET YOUR MOTHERRRRRRRRRRRRRR :DDDDDDDDDD and then, ITS THANK GOD YOUR HERE 8D OMG i love thursdays; drums, and then an hour and a half of goooooood tv (: hehe

ily alllllllll, and btw i got a new email, sj_baeby@hotmail.com :D ADD ME GUYS, I HAVE UNDER 20 CONTACTS ):

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 8:40 PM

lateeeee post

im in a really big rush, but theres one thing ive GOT TO WRITE;

'hey myuran, have you met aperva ? oh here comes eunice, looks like he's been working out !'

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I CANT REMEMBER THE OTHER ONE, REMIND ME ? AHHHHHH i love inside jokes (8 this is for you, sylvia, anika, carla, reena and sunny HAHAHAH

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:46 PM

PORT STEPHENS BABY !

okey im in a bit of a rush here, ive gotta leave the house in 30 mins if i dont want to be late for my drum lessons, and i gotta take a shower too D:

on friday, as every school kid knows, we went back to the dreaded reality- school. no more waking up at 11, rolling around and watching pokemon. no siree, now it was time for waking up at 6.30 and putting on that ugly paper bag and going to school to 'learn things' chyeahhh right. anywho, for me, it didnt go QUITE liek that. true, i did have to wake up at 6.3o and put on the ugly paper bag and go to school same as everyone else, but i got to leave at lunchtime for a ... lets say, delayed holiday. you see, my mum booked a place for four people at a place called pacific blue resort in port stephens last july. but the place was extremely full, and the earliest booking they could give us was last friday; the 29th of january. and so it was. i left hornsby at lunch and met up with my mum, and ended up having lunch at gloria jeans, across the road from my school. :L and once we'd bought sunnies and whatnot, it was 3.00 anyway, the time that out school ends. so i just got an excuse to leave early :D we took the not quite 3 hour drive up to port stephens, and when we got to the resort, we were all pretty tired. none the less, we got changed into out swimmers and took a dive in that glorious pool that circles the rooms. you see, the pool is in a ring. a big, water filled ring. then in the middle, there are the rooms, and if youre on the lower floor, which we were lucky enough to be in, you get a deck which leads straight into the pool. that night was spent eating, swimming and watching movies. and so went the two days after that too. it was reallllllllly good, really nice and relaxing, especially for my mum, who's birthday was on monday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM ! <3

the whole thing was actually for my mum, like a little birthday treat, you know ? she loved the indoor spa, which i guess is a bit nicer than the freezing pool (:

okey ive really gotta get crack a lackin, but all in all; IT WAS GREAT. seriously, it was sooooo good. the only two bad things i got out of it was the fact that water went in my ear and wouldnt come out for the next 2 days, leaving me with one blocked ear, and on the last day i somehow managed to bash my head on the bottom of the pool. how i did that, i dont know, but thats just how i roll.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 6:03 PM

WOW long time !

oh my ... ive been procastinating since the first day of twenty ten ... im quite glad that i didnt make any resolutions ! HAHA

well, the last month has been quite a hectic, but WELL FUN holiday; literally. we dont go back to school for another week and a half, so we've been on holidays for just over a month now ! and muchhh, MUCH has happened, but thanks to my laziness, none of it has been recorded. well i guess thats what im here to do; record some of the holidays. and so i will. of the last two days i will :D

well, yesterday, although it feels much much longer ago, jacks dom splly and yours truly went to bondi beach. the weather was FANTASTICCCC, like all sunny and nice and shiz, but the wind was like @< ! it was like great weather for tanning, but the mini sand hail we were receiving did not help. it was fun none the less, and although i did not tan at all in the four hours, i got enough sunlight to last me a weeeeeek tops (8 we had exciting adventures in the water, which was kick started by our little splly, who quite literally got swallowed in the wave ! HAHA i didnt get to witness it, but dom was like laughing her arse off, so i guess it was funny. but then again, my little girlfriend laughs at EVERYTHING. anywho, we tanned and swam and whatnot for aobut 3 hours, then headed to get hungry jacks. well me and jacks did anyway, and then we took the meals into maccas where dom and splly were having their chicken wraps. they said they were on a diet or something ? ahhhh michin skinny bitches D: after we ate, we had another short trip to the beach and then headed to the bondi shopping centre ... WHERE I FOUND A BUILD A BEAR WORKSHOP ! OMG RIGHTTTT ? I WANT ONE FOR MY BIRTHDAY HEHEHEHEHEH 8D we shopped for a while, then headed home. well ... i headed to jacklin's home, which is like my second home anyway AHEHEHEHEHH (: we had scrummy yummy pasta, and watched star golden bell, 우리 결혼했어요 and wild bunny ( the show) until 2 am, at which point we practically dropped to sleep.

it was an early start though, cos we had to get up at 9.30, to be ready for sharon when she came at 10.30; we stayed an extra 15 mins in bed though, and then got ready in a rush, in which i managed to leave my ipod, phone charger and her usb that she was lending me there == but its okey, i have anther charger :D anywayyyy, sharon arrived at like 10.45, but her mama drove us to parra so it was all cool (: we got there and started eye shopping straight away, and just walked around, tried things on, and talked our little girl heads off. lunch was scheduled for 1, and we had a yummy food session, where i managed to gobble the rest of jack's icecream aswell as my six inch and cookie (8 i felt satisfied. i had to leave a bit early though, cos mama wanted me at my station by 4, which meant that i had to miss the little cute couple ): BUT thats okey too, cos ive had MORE than my fair share of talking to splly, in caps none the less ! its weird, writing in caps makes me feel like we're shouting (complete with a setting and background music), and my actual throat goes dry ! no kidding, i had to drink heaps of water to prevent myself from like dying ): AND THE WORST THING IS, mama bear went to sleep uber early, so we were meant to eat our own dinner; but we weren't hungry, so we didnt .. and now im STARVING. STARVING GUYS. SEOWOO HERE HAS RUN OUT OF POWER. sighh. i was, and still am, even though im calming, on a highhhhhhhhhhh for about 4 hours, which scared me, since i havent had dinner, and the only thing that usually gets me high is food D: WHAT IF I DIE GUYS ? WHAT IF I GO CRAZY AND START SAYING STUFF LIKE EDWARD CULLEN IS HOT ? WHICH WOULD ONLY HAPPEN IF I WENT CRAZY. AND THEN WENT CRAZY AGAIN WHILE STILL BEING CRAZY. AND THEN IT WAS OPPOSITE DAY. as i told my good pal splly.

anywho, i had a nice long 4 hour chat with my dear spllykins, and a good height session with WC2, who MADE ME HUNGRY. FARKING HELL, NOW IM STARVING. I WASNT HUNGRY BEFORE ! NOT HAPPY JAN.

anywhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo- i should be going to sleep. before my mother wakes up and throws a fit so long ill fall asleep in the middle of it. hmmmmmm being high is funnn, ive realised. i hope i can call it out again soon (8 i know you love it toooo.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 10:58 PM

twenty ten !

wowwwwww, its already a new year ! 2009 sure went ZOOM, cos now we dont write 09 anymore, we have to write 10 ! its gonna be weirddddd, folks, i just know it D: well, not that much has happened since christmas; my new year hasnt been exciting at all ! quite uneventful, actually- i just stayed home and watched dvds with jade :L ahhh new years resolutions are out of the window already, since i forgot to even bother making them ! what a bad start to the year :L but then again, there was a reason behind my madness of not making new years resolutions ... and its because, even though in magazines they always have things about making resolutions and keeping them, everyone knows that resolutions go OUT THE WINDOW in about 5 days. so this year, instead of making resolutions, i will just reflect on 2009.

in the year of 2009, i managed to ...

- get about 23584751485184 haircuts. no kidding, i got a haircut practically every time i got bored of my hair, and now i have decided to grow it. but i also have a bob style that i will try if i dont like my hair long. (8

- dye my hair purple... TWICE ! even though the first turned red and the streak i tried the second time didnt show up at all ... oh well, im pretty happy with my hair colour at the moment, its pretty flyy 8D

- get myself into a relationship ... and get out of it too quick. if youre reading this, im sorry if i hurt you, and i really meant it when i said its not you, its me. i know its probably the most cliche line in the book, but i really mean it. you didnt do anything, its just i didnt think too hard.

- get my double piercings ! and not so excited about them anymore, since mother wont let me get ONE more, shes all like 'isnt four enough ?' its only one moreeee D:

- go to four camps :D three of them church camps, and in them, two of them in a row, making me have a camp at the same venue for five days straight. nearly killed me, but after sleeping like 15 hours afterwards, i was all good :D one of my LOSER friends managed to get food poisoning, and so i managed to scare another friend into thinking she had it, and that she was going to die. HAHAH funny timesss :D

- make HEAPS of new friends ! some of them were new new, like ive never seen them before, but quite a few of them were people ive seen around before, and knew the names of, but never talked to. those seem to make the BEST friends, or so it would seem, seeing as how close ive gotten to them (:

- settle in quite well at horny girls high; ive gotten to know the craziest, funniest, nicest, most caring and the horniest for sure bunch of people ive ever met in my life, and the best thing is, they all come packaged in brown paper bags :D ofcourse the top 10 of them are in my group, THE CREW WHOOPS ASS ! and then there are the four of us, you know who you are :D we freaking rocked 8T ! and it wont be the same without you my wongalong, but i WILL keep my word of visiting you (:

and MUCH, MUCH more ... but these are what spring to mind at this very moment (: and so, now, im here to make one, JUST ONE, new years resolution, even if it is a day late. and its hard. OH its so hard. it is to make 2010 EVEN BETTER than 2009. not just more memories, but more excitement, laughter, fun, and criziness than i have EVER had, all crammed into this one year. i have the people to do it with. i have to time to do it. i have everything you could ever need. so; do you think i can do it ? i sure think i can.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 7:04 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

time sure goes fast; its christmas already ! O: another year has come and gone, and now its nearly time for 2010; 2009 went by too quick, i reckon D: i dont want to be in year 9 ! OR turn 15 ! but i guess time is something i cant controllll ):

well, since monday ... MANY things have happened ! well not on tuesday, since me and my sister just stayed home and did absolutely nothingggg (: on wednesday though, we went shopping for my mum's christmas present ! well we went to the dentist first, and boy i was glad cos i didnt take that long this time :D that means my teeth are getting better (8 after the appointment, me and my sister took the train to macquarie shopping centre, where i bought a BIG boost, and then went around shopping to find mum a nice present (: we ended up buying her a really pretty maxi dress, which looks loverrrrrrrrr-ly on her (: (: my mum then picked us up to take us to church, because our church was having a christmas concert, in which PG dance team was dancing, so i had to get there by 5 D: it sucked at first, because we werent allowed into the actual hall, since there were too many people in there in the first place, so we had to stay in the EM room, watching the performances from a little screen ): but after we performed, which went well & everyone liked it :D, i just hung around with sharon & claire & yuri & jacklinnn, so it was all good (: jason and william both disappeared somewhere, so us girlies just had some girl time (8 dancing and whatnot ! HAHA

and then yesterday, me, my mum, sister and hyejung, who we picked up the night before on our way home from church, went for a driveee ! we went up to west head, and it was really pretty (: it was nice, going for a drive as a family :D it didnt really feel like christmas eve, like it doesnt really feel like christmas now, but it was still nice (: and for christmas eve lunch, we had hand made noodles at stra :D that was yummooooooo (: BUT, the day didnt end thereeeee; no siree ! after we dropped off hyejung at stra, we went to harris farm and bought a HUGE ASS watermelon :D it was seriously big, like TWICE THE SIZE OF MY HEAD :D we cut up the watermelon and took it to lina's house, where we had a mini christmas party (: wow im using alot of smily faces :D but it was really funnnnn, and after we had dinner we managed to convince the 'rents to take us to nrb (: so thats where i spent my christmas eve; at a karaoke :D HAHA my throat hurts now ): we got home at like 11.40 ? but i stayed up to send everyone their christmas text messages, and got like 15 in return :D that felt really nice, thankyou everyone who sent me a christmas message (: i ended up sleeping at like 2 though, because me and my sister were sending my dad an email, but that was nothing, since my sister slept at like 5 in the morning because she was editing pictures D:

and finallyyyyy, today ? i went to church. thats right, the first thing i did today was go to a christmas service ! not saying that its a bad thing, since it IS jesus' birthday, but it was an adult service so it was tres boring D: me and claire just played the game of life on my phone through the whole thing (x but after thattttt, our family and sujung's family went for a drive up to the National Park ? i think it was (: it was pretty far, but it was nice (: the rain wasnt too bad for the journey either, since there were heaps of really tall trees along the sides of the road so the rain couldnt get through :L but once we were out in the open, by GOSH it was windy ! but we got out of the car anyway, and got straight back in because it was so cold ! at the next lookout though, we spotted an icecream truck ... and call us crazy, but we went, shivering, up to the truck and got ourselves a choc top with nuts each (: it was the nicest icecream EVER ! (8 and guess what ? on our way home, we stopped by stra AGAIN, and had dinner there :L i swear, my noodles WOULDNT GO AWAY D: i ate and ate and ate, but i only ended up finishing like less than half the bowl == its MAGIC SOUP O:

so. youre at where i am now (: and we were planning to have a picnic with other families at balmoral beach tmrow, but since the forcast says its going to rain, theyre probably all coming over to our house. my room looks like a bomb went off in there ... oh well.

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:46 PM

oh myyyy

i havent blogged in a while ! like ... a week ? D: OHNOOOO, cos there has been quite a bit happening, hence the fact taht i havent been blogging.

well, as we all knowwww, SCHOOL FINISHED ONE WEDNESDAY ! ITS THE SUMMER HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSS :D the freaking long ones that go for like 6 weeks or something :D
so. on thursday, i had my first holiday 'outing', as you might call it; i had a sleepover at pearl's house ! we planned to meet at her house at 12, but for me, the day started alot earlierrrr.
i was to get to dorie's house by 11, and since she lives in horny, it meant that i had to get out of my house at 10 D: which meant, to pack, have a shower & eat breakfast, i had to freaking get up at 9 AM. IN THE HOLIDAYS. sigh. so, i got to doire's by 11, and we borrowed harry potters and then went to pick up jj. it took like 40 mins to get to ewood, and then another like 50 to get to bella vista D: i hate you pearl, for living so far away ! you guys can trek it to my house next D<

so, when we got there, we had pizza :D so taht pretty much made up for the trip (8 and then ... its foggy now, but im pretty sure we spent about 2 hours baking a domo kun cake, most of which we chucked out ... it wasnt as nice as we planned it to be D: we played guitar, sang 'give love a try', played piano ... i also managed to get owned in chess by wong's 10 year old brother. == then her big bro came down, and we proceeded to watch russell peters, WHO MADE ME LAUGH HARDER THAN I HAVE SINCE OUR 'DUST BOWL' INCIDENT ! :L twas funny shizzzzz :D we then made dinner, chicken & mushroom pasta, and ate it all up (: then ... i dont remember what happened for the rest of the night, except that... jj tried on my bra, which was TOO BIG FOR HER, gosh jj. :L and that... wong's big bro txted us from the room right above to tell us to shut up, and that his dad was ninja-ing his way downstairs, and then when we did fall asleep, i got like 3 MM OF ROOM, tahnks to big fat pearl taking up like half the bed == and all i remember of the nxt day is that her little bro beat me AGAIN, well half, before her big bro took over cos i sucked too much :L and then we got kicked out at 1030, and we went home (:

and then ... on sat i went to meadowbank, to practice for the dance we're performing on wednesday :D that was funn, and we learnt it all by now is its good :D and on sunday, we practiced AGAIN, so it is now completeo :D we also had kris kringle, but it was really lame because vivian made it gay and slow == i got some hand cream, but it smells chat :L AND, THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY WAS; HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG ONE ! youre big, and old, and at the first stage of being legal now :D now you can driveeeee - but not drink, yet ! :L i would say i hope you get good presents, but you got half a freaking grand in cash so i dont think i need to D:

& lastly, yesterday, i went to chatty to go shopping with my sisterr ... which turned out pretty useless, cos we found like NOTHING == and we went to like EVERYWHEREEEEE, but meh, hopefully the thigns will be cheaper on boxing day :D and then i had to go to another dance practice, so i left and hopped on the train for epping (: but when i got to the platform at epping to get on the second train to eastwood, the train was delayed D: and i got freaked out, cos helen said that they bus came at 4.30, but my train was coming after 4.30 ! D: eventually the train came, and i managed to LOL in the train, because the train guard seemed to be gay, and he was really funny :D he was all like, 'hello, ladies and gentlemen, and welcome onto the train ! i know we're running a little late ...' he was like commentating on how the train was going and stuff, and it really made my day (: and i didnt have anything to worry about, since helen got the times wrong and the bus came at 4.40 :D i just slept on the bus ride, and we girls all got talking at riverside, since we got there at like 5.30, and june + MAIL team came at like 6.30 == but it was well entertaining, so it was all good (: except for the fact that the girls were all complaining that they're fat, WHEN THEYRE NOT == goshee girls, 48 KILOS IS UNDERWEIGHT ! anywhoo, that was all good (:

so now, you're up to date on present day, where i have managed to waste a whole day doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, and loving it (:

ta ta for god knows how long,

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 5:26 PM

luna parkkkkkkkkkkk !

so; horny girls had a maths excursion to luna park yesterday ! it was like fun ... and NOT FUN AT ALL, but at the same time .

first of all, guess who got to get up at like 8.20 because she lives like a 20 min bus ride away from luna park ? :D i got permission to go there by myself, so i did, and i ended up meeting everyone on the train because i got off the bus at north sydney by accident and ended up catching the train :L when we first got there, we were like NOOOOOOO because it was drizzling D: and there were like 475174517517 other schools there == but that soon cleared up, and at like 11 we went off with our wristbands to the rides, and the teachers were like 'we'll meet here at 1.50' and we were like WHAT !? until we remembered that we were being dismissed from luna park (: it would have been more fun if carla had gone on all the rides with us, but she didnt ): we went on the tumblebug, where it felt like i wet my pants because the seat was wet, then proceeded to the ranger, which they shut down IN OUR FACES because of some random reason D< we waited like 30 mins for that ride ! and carla was full like 'its a sign guys, a sign to not go on high rides' :L so we left to go to the tango train, and we waited a FUNKING HOUR, and it was kinda worth it, but not really, cos there were these bitches, and one pimp with weird socks, and they were full trying to push in... one of them looked like a freaking raccoon, with her bad eyeliner ! and she was full with her boyfriend with the weird socks, and trying to shove past us ... carla even got so pissed off at one point, she was like 'will you fuck off?' but the fat bitch was like 'no' and we started to get really pissed off == by the end of the ride, we were fine again, but they ruined the ride that we waited a whole hour for )< after that, we just sat down to eat, but the ques had taken so long that it was time to go ): anika had to go back with teh school, and carla, michelle, amanda and reena left soon after thatttt; so it was just me, sylvia, renata and sunny ): BUT it was all good, cos all the schools started leaving at about 2 ... so it was completely empty ! :D so we went on like ALL the rides, and only lined up for like a few minutes (: that was good (:

well, obviously im not at school today :D mother let me off ehehehe (: im going out to chatty later though, to buy ... THINGS. haha ill write more next time (:

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 11:19 AM

and again ...

and seowoo's done it again . yup , that's right , im at home , sick , again . but you know the best bit ? out of all my hornsby girls friends , only TWO cared enough to call , although one was mainly to ask if they could borrow shoes , and the other being extremely short , thanks to me saying 'jj already called' , which is not the way i meant it ): ; and theyre not even in my group ! and to think that my group consists of ... 8 other people that are at school at the moment ... lets just say , im more than a little bit cut - i feel like actually reconsidering the whole 'moving schools' thing . but then again , who cares ? anyway , tutor in like 3 hours , atleast im somewhat wanted there .

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 1:29 PM

wowwww :D

guess what guess what ? i did make leader after all :D thanks heaps guys , ill ... try :D

omggggggg CHRISITINA I LOVE YOU ;D the dinner was SOOOO niceee , ive never had 새우 깐풍기 before , and it RULES ! we had a HUGEEEEE ASS plate of that , and another HUGE ASS plate of 쟁반 짜장 , and then another bowl of 울면 :D EHEHEHEH and the best part was , christina's mum paid for it all ! cos i made a deal with her and i kept it :D :D :D and then we had like an icecream each , even though we were about to BURST ; IT WAS A GOOD DINNERRRR :D

IM SO PISSED THAT I MISSED THE FIRST MAIL TEAM SESSION D< and now that yunji's taught me the first verse in like 10 mins , i cant even remember half of it ! and we're going to finish off the song soon ... SHEESH im behind ): farkkk , im hoping listening to the song over and over will help me .. but it's not , so far :L

ahhh my sister was right ... its probably best to get rid of the last post ... so i shall edit it (: haha well thats all for noww ; just one more thing -
i want my friend back . and this isnt even refering to just one person , i think there are about 3 people i want back like we used to be .

the bae x

Posted by the baeby at 5:05 PM